Sunday, April 28, 2002
I wrote a nice entry yesterday but Barnaby got me again and I didn't have time to re-write it. Barnaby is getting evil. Have I done something to make him angry? *Ponders*
Hee.. I got three of those "Someone likes you!" e-mails yesterday. It turned out to be my sister who'd gotten one herself and just started guessing. After guessing about bazillion different e-mail addresses, she realised all those people would get the e-mail. I was very relieved.. I find those things extremely annoying. I'm glad that CrushMaster has stopped harrassing me now. But then again, should I be disappointed? I don't have a secret admirer after all. :p
I was flipping through a Finnish teen mag at work the other day and spotted something that made me feel wonderfully sane. It was a letter by this 14-year-old who's desperately in love with Elijah Wood.
"I'm completely in love with a man called Elijah Wood. I think about him every single day. I even broke up with my boyfriend because of him and can't understand why. I can sit still the whole day just looking at his picture. I'd like to get rid of him but can't. School's going downhill too because I can't concentrate on studying for exams, I just want to stare at Elijah's pic. I hate the other fans of Elijah. That's the reason I'm not with my best friend any longer. Elijah is the man of my dreams. I'm already saving up money so I can go to Los [Angeles] when I grow up. There are only two things standing in the way: I can't speak English and Elijah is 7 years older then me."
Ha! Poor girl, that's all I've got to say about that. I mean, even I wasn't that sad when I was 14. And I was sad. But she should be happy, that mag had possibly the best pics of Mr Wood I've ever seen. I even thought of buying just because of the pics even though I'm not too keen on him. Hmm. Speaking of good pics, Arena had some wonderful Mr Hayden ones.
Thursday, April 25, 2002
I'm such a sheep. What ever others do first, I follow. Anna-Leena blogged about her CelebMatch and of course I went to check my best match. It was no surprise, it was Hayden Christensen about two years ago already. It was #2 that surprised me. Tom Felton! He's what, 14 years old?? CelebMatch lists Tom Felton who's 14 but not James Marsters who's 30-ish even though according to them, James and I match better than even me and Mr Hayden. Conclusion: CelebMatch is strange.
Wednesday, April 24, 2002
What? My stepdad's shaving. Who on earth shaves at 11pm? Well, my stepdad apparently. But that just proves it's weird. Very random thing this.
I'd like to fill in a survey. Does anyone have any good surveys? I don't. Blast.
I'm chatting to this sort-of-friend-of-mine on ICQ (meaning: we used to be best buddies but then she was kidnapped by evil forces and she turned into arrogant little nasty, then she got better but I couldn't care less because I was annoyed and we haven't really talked a lot since. Now I'm just trying to find out if I can stay at her place while going to Jyväskylä for the weekend in May).
We just developed a good plan that saves her from all the horrible univeristy exams she has to take in the following month and me from the horrible exams I need to take the following month in order to get into university. We're going to flee, we'll go to Scotland and find nice lads that speak with the accent and wear kilts. And of course they're rich so they can support us and we don't need to find jobs and can just hang out in cool places forever. And if there's even a tiny hole in our theory, no problem. Paul McCartney will fix it.
Ok, I admit it. This was all me planning. She just mostly agreed. And wondered about Paul.
Just realised the plan won't work. I'll be in Chicago with Emily, Fiona and Billy Boyd eating spaghetti and being Beatles. Crap. Well, maybe later.
I should be remembered for my little aphorisms. I haven't really been saying anything worth remembering lately but I just made up two while talking to my friend-ish.
"Paul is handy inside your pocket as well as outside of it."
"Better have a Paul in a pot than ten Pauls in the cupboard."
Damn I'm good. :p
Monday, April 22, 2002
It's been a lovely wheater today in the outside world (you know the place, the not-hanna's-room). I went for a little walk and it was so nice! But then I got this nasty feeling.. Sometimes when I'm walking alone I get a feeling that this really is my hometown, that I love the place, that I belong here. Today it was different. It was like seeing the place for the first time, everything seemed strange and unfamiliar. That's very scary. If not here, where the hell do I belong?? I've lived here all my life except for those 4 terrible months last autumn.
Something happier: I've been reading stories from the I-con. It seems like Billy is an absolute darling. Hurrah! Hanna joins Emily's choir: in my eyes, the man can do no wrong ;) It was the John Lennon comment that sealed it. Heh..
Speaking of darlings and sweeties, watching the Buffy episodes isn't good for me. I've fallen head over heels for James again. Nooooo! I don't know if it's that bad really.. but still. I thought I'd be past that James madness. Arggg.. But this whole thing has had the wished efect: I've made a new layout for the James site. I like it a lot. I've been wanting to use that pic ever since I saw it on the cover of SFX last summer but haven't figured out any nice way to use it. Until now. I still need to work on the content (it needs some serious updating!) but the layout itself is ready. I'll probably have it online tomorrow.
I've got work tomorrow morning. Weird..This spring, I've only done night sifts (i.e. 3-10pm). I actually like morning sifts better (on quiet days! I hate Friday and Saturday mornings, you can't go to loo, let alone eat. And that's for 7 hours we're talking about), as then I have rest of the day free for whatever. But I have no idea how I can drag myself out of the bed early enough.. bleh.
Sunday, April 21, 2002
My god! I just watched Crush (season 5 Buffy episode that is) for the first time since last summer. My second viewing ever because I've only got s5 on CD. Because of the .ram files and my old slow computer I've only been able to see the episodes as still pics that change every 3 seconds or so and that has led to me not wanting to watch them very often even though the sounds is alright. Anyway, now with my new computer, the picture is moving and the quality is good too. The joy!
I'd actually forgotten how much I love the show. I almost cried! But ended up smiling widely instead. I love Spike. I love Spike in love. I don't like Buffy. Buffy's a bitca. But that, of course, we all knew already. Ponderism: Where to get s6? I want to see season 6! My dream is to own all the episodes on *gasp* DVD!
Why didn't I think of watching these earlier today? I've been extremely bored for the whole day and now it's getting late.. Darn it. And now I've got a dilemma. Should I write to Emily or watch some more episodes? I want to do both! Aaa!
One more thing, completely unrelated to Buffy. Are you perhaps suggesting that coconuts migrate?? I haven't watched the film in ages. I really should. I love it just as much as Spike.
which "monty python and the holy grail" character are you?
Saturday, April 20, 2002
Aaaa.. my desperate quest to find a decent Velvet Goldmine wallpaper has failed. Some of the wallpapers I found were almost ok but I didn't like them enough. Sigh. If anyeone know where I can find good quality VG images, please let me know. I didn't find any of those either. But I did find this!
What Velvet Goldmine character are you?
Jack Fairy... hmmm... that's not too bad. I wasn't sure about a few answers so I checked what I would get if I changed those. I'd be Arthur. But Jack is what I originally got.
Zorro wasn't crap. It was perfect! All the way from terribly done fighting scenes to the horrendous background music. Hurrah for badly made action telly shows of the early 90s!
And off to write some e-mail...
I'm so tired.. It's 1:15am and I've been more or less awake for 19½ hours. 6½ of those working. Ack.. But I had fun at work, I really like being there. I mean, it's not my dream job or anything and I definitely wouldn't want to do that for the rest of my life but it's a nice temporary job. I like selling lottery tickets, ciggies, candy and mags to peopke from 3pm to 9:30pm. I'm strange that way.
The job has its advantages as well.. I can watch all the videos for free and when I buy something I get a good discount. Too bad I'm not collecting LOTR trading cards now, it would be so much cheaper.
Oh, how interesting is this really? I'm just too tired to think of anything to write. Well, usually I don't think but things just pop into my mind suddenly. Now they don't do that. So I'll write about telly, that's a nice thing to talk about.
Queer As Folk reruns started today (well technically it was yesterday...:p). Hurrah! I always forgot to watch it the first time around so maybe I'll ctach the whole series now. I'll try my best. And tomorrow, Zorro reruns! This is just too good. Zorro was my life when I was a kid. I've been so impatient ever since heard about the reruns.. I used to love that show so much. It's probably crap but I'm still planning to watch all of it. I hope I'll wake up early enough.
Umm.. my plans about watching some other than Ewan films isn't working. Phantom Menace will be on telly tomorrow! I'm not going to miss that (Darth Maul.. drool! I adore Ray Park anyway). Hehehee.. I support Milisa's elf theory.
Arggg.. I think I really should go to bed now. I wanted to write to Emily but that would be a complete disaster so I'll leave that until tomorrow. Maybe I could try watching Cider House Rules? As much as I adore Lasse Halström & Mr Tobey, I think that'll be a fatal combination and I'll fall asleep in no time.
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
Weep, weep. Nobody's e-mailed me today. I feel abandoned. Sigh.
I made a new layout for Eternity but it's missing something. I don't think I like it.. too bad. I really love the image I used. But we'll see.. I can't do anything about it tomorrow or Friday as I have to go to work. Eeep! New place! The job is exactly the same though.. At least I think so. It can't be very different. Still, scared a bit.
I'm worried about mum. I've noticed that she's given up her own life and opinions a long time ago (around when she re-married) but now all she does is sit still and watch telly. She never used to get hooked on shows (except really good ones, like Twin Peaks) but now she watches almost anything starting from the bad soaps. And when she's not watching telly, she lies on her bed reading. She's turned into me! The difference is that I know that my life's just shit at times like that but she hasn't got a clue. When I ask her to go somewhere with me or anything, she just says she's tired and continues reading. Like I said, I'm worried. Really worried.. I'm just completely lost because I really can't help her. All our attempts on serious conversation turn into fights. I really need to move out. Aaaaag.. Can't wait until September. Because of me and because of her.
I've been searching for Spiderman stills on the net today because for some reason I couldn't view the trailer. Crapness. But the pics look good. What? I hear some insults? Hmm. Come on, tell me you don't fancy this! Hehee.. :D
The whole day I've also been fighting the urge to go to bb.net and listen to all the interviews again. What wouldn't I do for the Scottish accent, hm? I could even watch Sliding Doors endless times just because of John Hannah! Speaking of Scots, I had a strange dream about Ewan McGregor last night. Actually, no. Ewan was the only normal part of the dream which was strange. But still, too much Ewan lately. I need to watch some films where he isn't for a change.
AAAAAA! Anthony Stewart Head's Music For Elevators is finally available!!! I want it. I need it. I'm pretty much convinced I can't live without it. But the only place where I can find it is buffystore.com - and I don't want to order it from there. Bad experience in the past.. blast.
Sunday, April 14, 2002
Because Ellen is my personal hero (for various reasons), I do whatever she does first. Now she got married (again), so Hanna got married (again) too! Hehe.. No really, I used to have so much fun with this whole virtual matrimony deal three or four years back but since then, I haven't married anyone virtually (or non-virtually for that matter..). Now I have. Weeeee! Of course it was very difficult to choose the husband because being the extremely popular and wonderful person I am, I would've had many takers. But I chose Mr Tobey to honor this layout (my way of saying I've started to forget the "he's funnily cute" attitude and go more like "ooooh! it's tobeyyyyyy...). The certificate is here (I would've even made a popup equal to Ellen's because they're very nice, but it didn't want to work with me).
Ermm.. something else then. I don't know. There's a Viggo treat for me on telly tonight again. Hurrah! I have to bear watching Michael Douglas, though - eeeeep! But I've been through it before. And as horrifying it is, usually it is worth it. Most of his films are great (and I'm in love with The Wonder Boys).
How to burn my mp3s on CD? Does anyone know? If you do, please tell me. Send me an e-mail or something. I really want my Velvet Goldmine & Four Star Mary songs on CD.. they may be illegal but that's the only way of getting them. Too bad, really.
Some more pluggery before I'm off to do my daily exercise (yes! I've actually held to it these.. err.. ten days..): go visit Milisa. She's got a pretty new layout for her blog.
Saturday, April 13, 2002
Oh, silly me for forgetting (thanks to Milisa & Gonzai for reminding me). View a scan of my preciousss here. I ought to frame it or something.
I just edited my last post a bit. The worst typos are gone and I added a sentence or two. Like the one about tea.
I actually said something when Riia and me were having our coffees that pretty much sums the whole day up. "Oh, holy date." Date as in the fruit or whatever-they-are that grows in palm trees. I know it doesn't make any sense but that's it. Nothing can be said after that.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I just met Christopher Lee! I cannot believe it! Big actors never make appereances in Finland but when someone finally does, it's Christopher Lee! I mean, he's the actor. He's so amazing, it's beyond my understanding. Others like that are Ian McKellen, Anthony Hopkins, Susan Sarandon-- people like that.
Ah, anyway. I went alone but accidentally bumped into my friend Riia and spent the day with her. We had fun. First we had to wait about bazillion years because we were very early and then we queued a bit over an hour. The meeting itself was over in two minutes but Riia and me were all hyper. First giggled, then we just yelled "AAAAAAAAAGH!" at the top of our lungs, phoned Emmu yelling on the phone and then ran down the street. Then we started to calm down, phoned Emmu again actually talking on the phone this time. And then we went to get some coffee grinning stupidly.
I find this very funny because even though I'm very obsessive, I'm not the one to get the real hysteria is you know what I mean. Riia is very anti-hysteric. And there we two were yelling and running around like loonies because we were so hyper just for talking to Mr Lee 2 sentences and getting his autograph (and seeing him drink his 5 o'clock tea!). Hee.
It was limited to one autograph per person. I would've prefered two so I could've had my official LOTR movie guide signed but I do understand he doesn't want to double the whole thing. So now he signed my Saruman trading card. Weeee! I know some of my friends want it badly, but I'll never give it away (or even sell). It's mine. My own. My preciousss..
Thursday, April 11, 2002
"You're a hobbit gone bad. Apparently you can redeemed of the corruption of the Ring, but considering you murdered your best friend to get the Ring in the first place, one has to wonder."
Whee! I'm Gollum! Yes, yes! This almost makes up for getting JC's moptop this morning! Saruman or the One Ring would've been ok too, I guess. Anyhooo.. Gollum, Saruman, Sauron, Watcher In the Water, One Ring, Barrow-Wight, Caradhras, Old Man Willow, Balrog, Orc, Troll, Ringwraith.
I didn't buy new shirts today. Nor jeans. Nor sweatpants. No new clothes actually (except these really cute socks). But I did buy a new wallet. And six CDs.. ahem.. how did I do that? No wonder I'm always broke (these were really cheap, though). But now I can boogie to Joe Cocker tunes whenever I want to. Hurrah!
Take the "What *NSYNC Hairstyle are you?" Quiz
What?? Am not! I refuse to be JC's moptop whatever the case is! In the pizza question, I even checked the box that said "Who wants to be pizza like everyone else? I'm cheesy breadsticks. Oh, and those yummy Cina-Stix things that Dominoes has now, too. Yeah."
Wednesday, April 10, 2002
Ooh, I forgot. Emily brought up a good point. If we're both Billy Boyd, does that mean I've been e-mailing myself almost daily for the past two months? Hmmm. And does this mean that I did, in fact, star in LOTR trilogy? If the answer to both is yes, I think I've lied at Eternity where I've insisted I'm not Billy Boyd. Seems like I've fooled everyone except that Hannah chick who e-mailed me a while back thinking I was Billy.
Which LotR Female are You?
Yay, I guess..? This is all very positive yes, but I don't feel like I deserve to be Arwen.
I'll go to Helsinki tomorrow but only briefly. My sister's going and asked if I'd like to come along. I have no idea what we'll be doing there but maybe I can sneak to some Seppälä and buy a few shirts (for some reason I buy most of my shirts there). Or even a pair of jeans. I really need new jeans. And sweatpants. The whole lot actually, I have no nice clothes! Nickelback's CD is the next on the list. I can't believe I still haven't bought it.. maybe I'll get it before I turn 80 :p
By Penny Valentine for Disc and Music Echo magazine, 1967 (I think)
You are beautiful if you:
- Like dancing on cool grass in your bare feet (even if there are no pipes of Pan and the grass is in your own back garden) ;
- Read Professor Tolkien's "The Hobbit" or "Lord of the Rings" and love Bilbo Baggins ;
- Have watched the dawn come up and actually realised what was happening ;
- Dream ;
- Love your dog, the postman, the blind man who sells matches on the corner, your neighbours (even when they bang on the wall when you put Sgt. Pepper on full volume) ;
- Dislike war, the Government, anti-people ;
- Think the countryside is a gas and ought to stay wild ;
- Enjoy splashing through the rain, laughing, children, colours, poetry, people ;
- Refuse to tread on ants, spiders and beetles ;
- Know where "Granny Takes A Trip" is ;
- Give a daisy to the policeman who tells you your party is too noisy, drags you away from Wanstead Flats when you're merely admiring the view or pulls you feet first up a dirty road to a waiting van during a sit-down protest ;
- Harbour a burning desire to visit Mexico or India.
I found this from A Hard Day's Write and thought it was amusing. I just wonder, how many of these have to be correct for you to be qualified as a true hippie? Hmm.
In other news: Meffi tells me Hetty will return this Saturday, right? I go to the Yle website and it turns out they're 9 new episodes (new for Finland that is). Hurrah! It'll get difficult to copy all the eps for Emily now but I'll figure out a way. But where would I be without my online friends? Really! When they started showing Hetty reruns, it was Virve who told me about that. Now this. Thank you Meffi! <3
Tuesday, April 09, 2002
After editing this post, just for a second I thought Barnaby got me again. But thank goodness, I was wrong. To the post itself then..
Waaaah! I had the whole day free after 2pm and what have I done? Nothing! Except a little (well, actually it's huge) graphic for Emily. It has photos of my best friends and little random facts about them (hehee.. yes, Emmu, you're there). I spent hours on it! And I don't even like the result! I must be insane. I had almost finished it when I decided that I want to do it another way, so that explains the hours part. But now I just wish I'd kept the first version. Oh well, no can do. I so will not start it again.
There's this one girl who shall remain un-named because I don't want any harm for her (even if I'm not too fond of her), so let's call her..ermm.. Barliman's Beard (where that came from, I honestly don't know and maybe I don't want to). She's a bit confused with the whole affiliates deal, I think. She keeps joining Eternity with different sites and has the Eternity button in her affiliates section. And I have no idea how to explain the whole thing again without sounding harsh. But I've decided to be nasty and not to add any more of her sites to my affiliates until she actually asks me.
Thanks for the nice layout comments you three (uh, Ellen, Emily & Meffi). But damn you Emily! It was a difficult struggle but I decided not to use the carrot pic. And now you come here and say that thing about the colors and all.. How easy it would be to change the pic. But I won't. Not yet. Eeeeeh.. But see! I couldn't totally abandon His Carrotness. My favourite vegetables are mentioned in the commentor :D
And yes, yes. Can't wait to see Mr Maguire as Peter Parker. Though, I remember taking part in this campaign called "I want to see Nicholas Brendon as Spiderman". But obviously it never got anywhere..
Ack, I'm too tired to write anything now (a lie: I'm planning to write to Emily). So I'll just post some quiz results and go away. One comment on these, though: a-ha! I always knew I was Scottish at heart :p
Which Fellowship Actor are YOU?
Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
Monday, April 08, 2002
New layout. I'm awfully sorry about the .png file, though. I detest them deeply but the image just looked crap in any other format. Anyway, as much as I liked Mr McLean, I thought I should change. Tobey Maguire because.. err.. I don't know. Nice pic of him? :D Feel free to leave your comments but please don't bother if a) you want to say that you prefered the previous layout, I really couldn't care less b) you want to mock me because I like Tobey. I get that enough already.
But contrary to a popular belief, I don't really fancy Mr Maguire, I just think he's a fine actor. But if you annoy me long enough, I might just admit that I find him funnily cute yeah.
Things alright with Emily. Hurrah! It turns out that Barnaby, the little furry post eating monster had eaten her e-mail, that's all. Of course, I'm not sure if Barnaby really exists but that's my theory. And the only explanation I can think of for the fact that Emily sent me an e-mail which I never received.
Pooey. I just realised how much this layout is like Ellen's! Or actually almost any blog. That didn't come out right. I'm not saying that Ellen's is like every other blog but the whole div style thing is very common now. Ellen, if you think this is too similar to yours, I'll change it. If others see it as a problem but Ellen doesn't, I'll leave it. For a while at least! I found some other images I want to use (hee.. even more Tobey).
Sunday, April 07, 2002
I wrote a nice, long post yesterday but Blogger wouldn't let me publish and lost the post. Evil Blogger. Grr.
Needles to say, me and Samu didn't go for a walk. Friday morning he phoned me and said that he was still pissed from Thursday (he's fun to be around when he's drunk only if you're tipsy yourself as well) so we agreed to go on Saturday. I sent him a message yesterday and asked if he was feeling fine already. He was. But he was feeling fine in Helsinki. So raincheck it is. Note from the future: me and Samu never went for a walk.
But I went with Emppu instead. Later we went to a bar. We were supposed to have one cider each and then go home. We ended up sitting there for 5½ hours. But it was alright. We had a few ciders and saw some friends at least I haven't seen for a while.
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<< Though I think BSB sucks, but this is just cool! >>
It's nice to know that Riku likes my layout. But one thing to remember honey: this is my blog. You don't come here and bash a group I've liked since I was 13 years old. It makes me go grrrr. Teehee.. no really, if someone haid posted a comment like that some years back, I would've virtually stabbed them to death. Now I'm a lot less sensitive and don't really mind. Maybe I'm growing up? Finally!
No, I so am not. I don't change, only obsessions do. Bash my leetle obsession with Mr Dom and face my wrath. Hold on, I don't think I'd be that mad really. Hurrah! Hanna's growing up!
Hmm.. come to think of it: why on earth do I have an AJ layout? I haven't even listened to BSB in ages. Mostly because I didn't care for Black&Blue all that much. The uptempo songs were guaranteed quality (except for the answer to our life which was horrendous) but all the ballads were terrible (another exception: more than that was ok). And they haven't released anything new since then! And when was Back&Boo anyway? November 2000?? Ok, so the best of album with Drowning. But that doesn't count.
Oh poo. I just spilled some water on my keyboard. I guess my co-ordination isn't really working normally today.
Now it's my turn to be afraid Emily's mad at me. I haven't heard from her for days. At least now I know how she was feeling when I was taking the blog & e-mail break last week. Arggg.. have I said something wrong? Maybe she's mad because I half jokingly told Gonzai to create a folder for Emily at LotR FanArt. Maybe she didn't want to share her work yet?? And now she won't talk to me ever again! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I have a folder at LotR FanArt now too. I guess the hell finally froze because as far as I know the earth hasn't been invaded by those killer snot monsters from outer space and I certainly don't find Billy Crystal attractive but yet I posted three of my drawings to the list. I ought to draw more really.. I might even get a hang of it again.
Thursday, April 04, 2002
I'm starting to believe my bad connection has something to do with Blogger.. Every time I try to add an entry, I disconnect. Just now it happened six times before I could write a word.
Notice the links! I've finally added my little frequent plugs. Well, I've only visited Milisa's blog once but I liked it. I have a strong feeling it'll become one of my dearest frequents :)
I saw my friend Samu today. I've missed him so much! I haven't seen him since -- I can't even remember when I last saw him! Not this year anyway. Agreed to go out for a walk tomorrow. Somehow I doubt that.. We often make plans but never actually do the planned stuff. But the walk [we were talking about this route which is about 5km or something] would do me good. I have no idea how I've let myself to get in this condition.. I'm so unfit! I've nevr been your real Miss Fitness but I've been able to move my arse from place to place easily. Exercising was easy. Now it isn't. Arggg.. I just ran up two small hills and felt dead. I can't believe this.
So from now on: no candy for Hanna. I will exercise. I will lose a few kgs and I will get fitter. Full stop. And now after I've said it in public, I can't back out. I don't need to lose weight for someone else, I need to do it for me. I don't feel good anymore.
Pluggety plug: new layout at enkeli - demoni! I like it a lot. It's depressing alirght, but somehow I feel good about it. Like I already said at LW update blog, maybe I just needed to focus all my negative energy to something. Funny thing: when I updated the site, I realised how much I really like it. I don't care for David much any longer, but I do love the site. And now my head is filled with all these amazing ideas what to do to it! Whee! The resurrection of David.
Off to do some sit-ups. Heee!
Wednesday, April 03, 2002
Almost finished with David's new layout. Weeee! But I'll wait until tomorrow with it. I don't want to be too hasty again.
I was going to go to the movies today, to see Kuutamolla again. About 1½ hoursbefore the film started I sent a message to my friend confirming that we're really going, right.. What did she say? "Could we do something less expensive?" Well, sure. Not a problem. But she could've told me a bit earlier. She knew she wouldn't have to money, why did she wait until I asked her?? Sometimes I just don't understand. Oh well. If she'd told me earlier, we could've done something else instead. But as I was tired, on the worst mood possible, I said no. I just wanted to see the film. Sigh. But I didn't go alone. Hold on, why didn't I? Silly me.
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My nose feels nice. I can't stop touching it. My skin has been in a really bad condition lately and today I finally made myself to buy some new skin care products. I took them for a test drive. And now my nose feels nice. Wee.
I just remembered. I had some really strange dreams last night. One was that they're finally starting to sell poptarts here in Finland and I was really excited. The second one was longer and really complicated. But basically, I was on a plane, on my way to somewhere and I was sitting next to Patricia Routledge but she was there as Hetty, not herself. Mr Dom was sitting behind me and Patricia/Hetty and me were having a conversaton how he's awfully skinny. Except that he wasn't really Dom [he just looked like Dom], he was about 14 and in actuality was a guy called Markku, who I used to have a crush on when I was 3. Eeeeh. Go figure.
Weeee! She's back! Tralala.
I never left actually. I still came online daily and everything but I didn't do any of the "normal" stuff. I think I just had to make it all clear to me. That the net is for fun and if I don't feel like updating, I don't have to do it. Of course I knew it already but I don't think I fully understood. After really understanding that, even updates are more fun. Hee.
I've still got some issues I need to work out but it's all getting better now. I think!
Mr Steel posted an explanation why the forum came back. The forum should go down more. No hold on, that's not what I meant. But everytime it does, I start liking Stewart more.
I have no idea what to write now. No blogging after Saturday does have its side effects. I'm all lost. I have to learn this again! Weep. So maybe I'd better have some breakfast and meet Mr Yule instead. Later.
Oh, oh. One more thing. Me in a nutshell. Ellen wrote this for Pervy Fanciers.
"Hanna is our pervy Boromir fancier. Compartively speaking she is either the old, wise one among us, or the aged geezer. (Well, 20's very old...) Hurrah for Hanna!"
I'm not the only old hag there any longer though. This was written before the time of our Ewan fancier who is my age. And technically, I'm not even 20 yet ;)
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