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tuesday, aug 22, 2006[passing the time]
I've been suffering from a mild writer's block concerning my little blog lately. Not that it matters, I've been so down the past few weeks that I don't particularly want to report/record it anywhere. Har.
Friday was my last day of work. It's funny how I feel this place is suffocating me as soon as I have nothing to do --> Saturday was pretty much hysterical. I didn't calm down until mum dragged me to library. Then I took a long walk and made pancakes. Matti phoned me in the evening and I swear he couldn't have phoned on a better day. Cheered me up quite a bit.
I don't get it, though. I really don't have problems with having a day (or days) off, but over here I can't do it. Hence, yesterday and today I've been reading like a looney, cooking for mum and exercising. Helps to pass the time.
Tomorrow I don't have to panic about passing the time anymore because I'll be packing my things. On Thursday morning the train's taking me back to J-Town again. And that's pretty much officially the end of the summer. Not that I mind. I don't miss the stress, but I do miss the people and being in charge of everything myself.
Oo, and tomorrow dad's taking me and Milla out to dinner. Can't wait. Dreaming of the chicken & coconut soup.. The dinner was my idea so dad paying is a bit silly, but there's nothing much I can do about it. He always wants to pay. Hm.
Do I like Sunrise Avenue's Fairytale Gone Bad? Possibly. They're playing it a bit too much right now, though.
I'm over-consuming Diet Coke nowadays. I need help.
